I have long not written a #feels post on Tumblr. Regardless of people not reading this, why not get the emotions out? First of all, as per usual, I am sickeningly behind on my studies. I blame internet. I can’t really, I mean does anyone get forced to waste time on the internet? And can I say that I HATE group assignments with a passion
Fun news: my mum is coming to Cairns for 4 nights to stay with me and to help me move out. We have an apartment. So much excitement!! Finally some independence, it will hard work of course. The only downside is moving away from the close proximity to my darling Cairns friends AND of course Aaron.
Aaron and I are actually going swimmingly. We have had some weird ups and downs, like fights that are insanely ridiculous but we always seem to resolve it. I do often wonder where our reli is going. People are always thinking of Marriage these days. However, I am very blessed and happy to be in stable relationship, as opposed to never having one previously and becoming so lucky to find such a lovely man.
Clinic life is hectic. One day I love my patients, one day I want to murder things. Yet, I am so thankful that my course allows so much contact with practical work. This course is so advanced in that respect, and the facilities dayem you should come and see it. I will clean your teeth (Y)
Getting a little paranoid about life after Uni, I mean I won’t see some beautiful and gorgeous people again, and I have lost contact with so many high school friends already, doesn’t anyone wonder if they will get lonely? I have this fear a lot. I would go absolutely bat crazy if I was alone I think. At least I would have food, internet and shelter though. Lately I have been feeling lots of concern for some of my Cairns friends though. It seems that relationship issues can cause waves of emotion and can affect triple the amount of people than it was intended for. It is just so sad as our group of guys and gals are such perfect examples of amazing human beings and it is sad to see conflict and sadness between us. We are such a tight knit group, I could see us taking on the world together. We would all be in the Hunger Games and all of us would be victors I think. I feel so much love for these people, even though I have not always had kindness bestowed upon me by some people.
That’s the essence of life though, it is how you handle the complications of life that is presented to you both in the form of physical challenges and from difficult people and how you can learn from it and become a bigger person. Just things to think about I guess…